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I am finally back online!  It's been so long that when I read my old post I was shocked as to how bad off I was.  I am now working outside my home (4 part time jobs)  I am driving, I am shopping,...

I am finally back online!  It's been so long that when I read my old post I was shocked as to how bad off I was.  I am now working outside my home (4 part time jobs)  I am driving, I am shopping,...

Wow it's been 6 months since I last wrote in my journal.  Well, I finally saw a pschiatrist and was put on Paxil and Klonopin.  It's been 5 weeks since I started it and I am starting to see light...

It's been a while since I have written in my journal, not much has been happening in my life, pretty boring as usual.   My daughter and I  signed up for Curves yesterday and I plan on going this...

So, I didn't make it to the support group - I chickened out :(  Maybe next week I will try again, I am going to have to push myself to go, my husband has agreed to go with me (my safe person) and I...

I haven't written for a while - I have actually been trying to keep myself busy.   I went to a wedding this weekend, almost against my will, my husband thought it was very important that we attend...

I haven't posted in my journal and I am feeling it!  When I was faithful of writing in my journal on a daily basis I did so much better - I have been in a slump, not feeling well, feeling down :( ...

I am not very happy - I don't feel like I am making much progress, everything seems to be a stopping point - I did not make it to group therapy, I didn't feel well and I was scared to go - maybe next...

I am really excited about the progress I have been making - I went to therapy the other night and that went really well!  My kids are still on vacation and today my oldest daughter and I took them...

Wow, it was Monday and I had a great day!  My husband ditched work and we got so many things done that I had been putting off.  The greatest of my adventures was that I went to the optometrist to...

I had a good weekend!  I am now able to go into restaurants and be ok - I still have a thing for wanting to sit by the exit but that is a far stretch from not wanting to go into a restaurant at...

I have been having a lot of negative thoughts lately and it really is putting a hamper on my recovery : (  I talked to my husband about it last night and he said I need to let all negative go and...

I have not been writing in my journal because I have been busy, my kids are on spring break and don't give me much time to myself!  I have been doing a little better - I am getting out a little here...

I actually slept all night last night first time in a while, wow it feels incredible!  I am feeling better today and plan to conquer my fears!   I went to therapy and had a couples session and...

I have been ill and not feeling well - I just started diabetes medication and it really makes me feel sick, when I feel sick I get anxious - I am not back to square one, but close, I don't feel like...