Yuk Monday - I shouldn't complain though I have been making such progress and I am so proud of myself - I went out all weekend with my husband and I was anxious but didn't go into a full panic - I feel that being positive is really helping me get through this horrible time in my life, I guess I had hit rock bottom and I am no longer willing to stay there.  I am still going to therapy, but it is sure getting too expensive but I have to be positive and tell myself I am worth the cost of therapy!  I still have not gone out alone but I was thinking of trying to drive again - maybe if its just around the block to start!  Three more days until my doctors appointment - I am terrified but I am going to try to make it, we shall see!  I am so glad I found this site, it is helping me tremendously, having the friends I have me here makes me smile :)