hudshon

My anxiety level is high again : (  I sure wish that was a magic cure - It seems that I have all the tools necessary to fight this but I can not seem to come ahead.  I really need to start getting...

I have a couple of rough days with kids being sick, I am down to one staying home from school!  Well, I haven't worked on my goal for a couple days but hopefully today I will try to get out of the...

Today has got to be a better day!  I have my children home sick from school, hopefully they will get better soon!  Since I can't take them out I will work on my pond, garden, yard and get myself...

I hate Mondays.  I feel like a failure today - I had to cancel my son's appointment because my daughter is still sick and needs to go to the doctor.  I was really going to try to go to my sons...

I had a great day yesterday!  My two youngest children went to a party so my husband and I went out to lunch and I actually made it into Lowes nursery where I bought some tulips!  I am so happy...

I am finally back online!  It's been so long that when I read my old post I was shocked as to how bad off I was.  I am now working outside my home (4 part time jobs)  I am driving, I am shopping,...

Wow it's been 6 months since I last wrote in my journal.  Well, I finally saw a pschiatrist and was put on Paxil and Klonopin.  It's been 5 weeks since I started it and I am starting to see light...

It's been a while since I have written in my journal, not much has been happening in my life, pretty boring as usual.   My daughter and I  signed up for Curves yesterday and I plan on going this...

So, I didn't make it to the support group - I chickened out :(  Maybe next week I will try again, I am going to have to push myself to go, my husband has agreed to go with me (my safe person) and I...

I haven't written for a while - I have actually been trying to keep myself busy.   I went to a wedding this weekend, almost against my will, my husband thought it was very important that we attend...

I haven't posted in my journal and I am feeling it!  When I was faithful of writing in my journal on a daily basis I did so much better - I have been in a slump, not feeling well, feeling down :( ...

I am not very happy - I don't feel like I am making much progress, everything seems to be a stopping point - I did not make it to group therapy, I didn't feel well and I was scared to go - maybe next...

I am really excited about the progress I have been making - I went to therapy the other night and that went really well!  My kids are still on vacation and today my oldest daughter and I took them...

Wow, it was Monday and I had a great day!  My husband ditched work and we got so many things done that I had been putting off.  The greatest of my adventures was that I went to the optometrist to...

I had a good weekend!  I am now able to go into restaurants and be ok - I still have a thing for wanting to sit by the exit but that is a far stretch from not wanting to go into a restaurant at...