I am finally back online!  It's been so long that when I read my old post I was shocked as to how bad off I was.  I am now working outside my home (4 part time jobs)  I am driving, I am shopping, etc.  For me Paxil has been a life saver :)  I decided to come back to encourage anybody that will listen - there is hope  If anyone ever wants to talk I am here.  I do still have fear that my anxiety/panic will appear its ugly face again but it's been a year and half of panic/anxiety free - yea!!!!