I am finally back online! It's been so long that when I read my old post I was shocked as to how bad off I was. I am now working outside my home (4 part time jobs) I am driving, I am shopping, etc. For me Paxil has been a life saver :) I decided to come back to encourage anybody that will listen - there is hope If anyone ever wants to talk I am here. I do still have fear that my anxiety/panic will appear its ugly face again but it's been a year and half of panic/anxiety free - yea!!!!