I am really excited about the progress I have been making - I went to therapy the other night and that went really well!  My kids are still on vacation and today my oldest daughter and I took them to Chuckie Cheese - which is major for me and I did get a little anxious but I stayed the in situation and actually had fun!!!  My therapist told me about a support group called "Panic Assistance League" which is pretty close to my house - I told her I was not comfortable going yet but she encouraged me to call the director during my session - the director was really nice and I think I am going to attend a session with my safe person on Tuesday, I am praying that I will go through with it!