HeatherDawn88

  I haven't written for a long time. I wish I could say it was because I didn't have time or energy. But there's something about seeing all my thoughts laid out in front of me that makes things so...

  Imagine that you're sitting on your porch. You're enjoying the sweet, warm sunshine when this cat comes wandering into your yard. You just watch it, as it watches you. You think "that's kind of a...

 In the last month, I have had my heart mended, broken, mended, then broken again and now mended. All by the same insane, beautiful, perfectly crazy woman. I've slept a ton this last week. I think...

 When your dreams come true, it's an intense emotion. I honestly don't believe there's a word to describe it. It's this rush of relief, excitement, sadness, and skepticism all at once.   General...

 I don't remember ever feeling like this. There's so much pressure in my chest around my heart it's difficult to breathe. I miss her so much. She's always in my head. I can't decide if it's an...

 In my last update, I said I've been talking to my ex-girlfriend. Honestly, at this point, I figured I'd be writing about how we've stopped talking and my life continues uninterrupted. But that's...

 One of these days I'm going to learn. For the past week, I've corresponded with my ex girlfriend via text. (I think if I phrase it that way, it doesn't sound so sneaky considering she is currently...

 I guess it's not as bad as a war flashback, but my ex-girlfriend texted me today. Not just any ex. THE ex. The one i lived with. The one I spent 2 years with. The one that got away because I was...

 I'm feeling better than I was the last time I wrote. I don't feel like I'm floating aimlessly through life as much. But I can't figure out if it's because things are improving, or if it's because...

 Lately, I've been experiencing an emotion that I'm not familiar with. I say this because feelings haven't always been my strong suit. Blame it on my childhood, or my relationships, or my current...

  "Love anything, and your heart will surely be wrung. And possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies...

Rarely do my journal entries contain angry rants and raves. But damn. Today is a day all about love and appreciation. And I haven't felt squat. This ain't even about being single. I'm totally okay...

I love my job. Don't get me wrong. I have the responsibility to watch over two counties while everyone in them sleeps soundly. Dispatchers are often called the "Unsung Heroes" of law enforcement. No...

February is a weird month. There's nothing really to look forward to, unless you have a Valentine. Which, I don't. Valentine's day is actually my favorite holiday. I love the colors and the hearts...

 Today was the first day of the second semester of my freshman year of college. That's a mouthful to say. A lot of people make such a big deal out of college, and it's really not that bad. I mean,...