Redneck Crazy
I don't remember ever feeling like this. There's so much pressure in my chest around my heart it's difficult to breathe. I miss her so much. She's always in my head. I can't decide if it's an addiction, or more like a plague. She's everywhere! It's been raining for the last few days, and I can't help but feel like it's matching my mood. She loves the rain. We'd sit on the porch and watch the storms together. Always kissing in them. Her new girlfriend can't stand the rain.
I also watched a Message In A Bottle. Fantastic movie. But it definitely got to me. Maybe it's her. Maybe it's because I'm a girl. Maybe it's PMS. But I teared up. (Which never happens).
I've begun to live and breathe those few hours of texting. I try my hardest to fight off sleep so we can, but I normally give in so I can see her face in my dreams.
Falling in love with the same person a second time is a weird feeling. All the things you love are still there, but there's this excitement from rediscovering them. Some things have changed in a year, but all the amazing things are still there. She gets to me like no one does and I haven't felt this way in so long that I'm terrified all over again.
Where can a relationship go once you've already lived together and broke up once? I don't know. But I'm dying to find out.
I also watched a Message In A Bottle. Fantastic movie. But it definitely got to me. Maybe it's her. Maybe it's because I'm a girl. Maybe it's PMS. But I teared up. (Which never happens).
I've begun to live and breathe those few hours of texting. I try my hardest to fight off sleep so we can, but I normally give in so I can see her face in my dreams.
Falling in love with the same person a second time is a weird feeling. All the things you love are still there, but there's this excitement from rediscovering them. Some things have changed in a year, but all the amazing things are still there. She gets to me like no one does and I haven't felt this way in so long that I'm terrified all over again.
Where can a relationship go once you've already lived together and broke up once? I don't know. But I'm dying to find out.
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