things are good

things are good. I had a lot of energy today and I put that to work here

at the monastery and got a lot done, went the extra mile and now I am resting in my room

in anticipation of our Friday evening meal at 530pm EST. I felt on my game - mentally things made sense

and I feel healthy. Like my perspective is clear.

I have to say though, when I got to my room - I was so amped up from going from task to task

successfully and easily accompishing stuff - that I kind of felt just impossibly stuck 'in flow' -

I couldn't break to have a perspective - I became part of the furnishings - waiting for the next thing

to do - it's good I came on here - it kind of put me back into a position of agency about what I could do.

Though maybe on a level - I could be doing different things - things for the future - like getting my resume

together for a part time job I would like. That will come with time. Maybe tomorrow after services. :) !!!

Tonight we have a vigil from 9pm to 12pm - then we don't have to be down to the church until 10am

tomorrow morning. I'll use the Saturday morning to go into Frederick quickly and throw a load of laundry on.

I hope you guys are doing well too. Three cheers for DS!! :) xxoo