nohappy
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- Who on here believes in signs? For instance, coming home last night from work (2 hr drive) we had country station on. First song was "I wanna come home" next song right after was "highway don't care" and 3rd was "undo it" (carrie underwood). Keep in...
- feeling good after church this morning. message today? the truth shall set you free. well I guess stbx will never be free cause he doesnt know how to tell the truth. Oh wait. he does! just "his" version of it. for some reason that isnt the right...
- so I started my new 2nd job. I had been on the job training for 3 days. Today was my first day of actual on job working. and already I am working extra hours tomorrow. the getting up at 5 to be @work by 6 is a little tiring since I am late nighter...
- I found this and thought quite a few may benefit from it. I know I have:Never depend on anybody for anything. You have the power within you and strong enough to do everything yourself. When you depend on others, you become weak..it makes you...
- anything i post is not to show I have "hope" of any kind of reconciliation. I do not want or need him. sometimes I just need answers to questions that bother me. It just seems to take forever for this. I know! I know! patience!!!and I have as yet...
- absolutely nothing!!first off...happy mother's day to all the mothers here, the step-mothers, the fathers acting as mothers too. may your days be full of contentment and the love and hope of new beginnings.next...i started my day off with a text...
- What the heck is going on? I have had case of anxiety since waking up this morning. Still do. Even though not home but in Michigan for auction work. No phone calls. No mail. No visitors. No reason to feel this way. Soaring along on wild ride. Hate...
- so atty calls today. she is working on that software program I told you about and called to tell me what it offered up for support. works for me so I accepted. she is sending email to his atty to see what she thinks. mine said she didnt look at my...
- all I can say right now is "wow". when you think you are at your deepest, darkest moment then all of a sudden "wow. I just got text from my DIL. it was a 3d pic of my grandson. My very first grandchild from either of my sons. Oh my word!! am I...
- Anyone finding themselves just letting out a scream here and there? Of course I am either at home or in car and alone both places. Good release. I have feeling this next month I will be doing often. The downers are terrible. But the highs are...
- What a night. I have found myself suffering from bit of insomnia lately. I go to bed and read til i'm dropping the book. Figure I can sleep then right? Nope. I turn light out and snuggle down. Then boom! Eyes wide awake. SO I read some more....
- Note to self: I don't have to take this day all at once but rather one step, one breath and one moment at a time. I am only one person. Things will get done when they get done!!!
- ok advice from you all. so glad i got a job first off. need more to do for myself. I was approached today by a friend who said I should of waited til after the divorce. first off---this divorce seems to be taking forever. I know-- not hurrying it...
- someone lead me to the exit on this dang roller coaster. I have been doing pretty good. I don't have thoughts of him unless something legal comes up., I am keeping relatively busy so mind isnt idle. Then why oh why am I so down lately??? need a firm...
- I finally told my step-daughters that whatever their dad does is not my business unless it concerns the court. And I asked them to tell their mother the same thing. I don't want updates on his gf's, his finances, his life in general. I want nothing...