absolutely nothing!!

first off...happy mother's day to all the mothers here, the step-mothers, the fathers acting as mothers too. may your days be full of contentment and the love and hope of new beginnings.

next...i started my day off with a text from one of my step-daughters. she's always the first to wish me any kind of happiness and well wishes. shortly thereafter I got another text. this one not so good. so why do you think my stbx, who I have no contact with, would send me a "happy mothers day" text? Guilt? remorse? who the hell cares!!! just know that I do not play head games with anyone and I refuse to let anyone play head games with me ever again.

could it have been by accident? well let's see...my name starts with a "k". His daughters are. "h", "r", "m". "h" and "j". His current ho starts with "L". so where did he by chance hit the K and send me message. not in group but as 1 text. I DID NOT respond in any way to his text. He's just a jackass.

the funny part is my friend who I may have mentioned here before is a little intuitive. she told me around 12-1 am she had a feeling he would try contact again. and lo and behold he did. you may not believe in that but she is almost always right on the money. says he is having hard time today cause he is probably feeling his mom (deceased in 2003) is not happy with him. tell me 1 person who IS happy with him!! and his sister-in-law sent me email asking how I was. My response 'I am doing great. thanks for asking. busy busy. "

so everyone the good days and feelings make up for the bad. the bad may feel powerful emotionally but savor the good ones. they will overcome the bad. great day with my eldest. beautiful sentimental cards from both. they usually go for funny but last few holidays have been very touching).

many hugs to all and lots of love for all the support. this is truly a great family here.