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Been away...try to keep up on journals but it's been tough.  I've been having to help my grandpa out more since my grandma's passing but we cut the internet off out there cause he doesn't use it....

I decided to send the ExN a short non feeling email in regards to his stalking of me. The only communication from my part at all in the last almost 4 months now was this email I sent...

Well I made it back home this past weekend. I had a girlfriend who drove in yesterday, my dad is working on her car. It needs some new parts for brakes and rotors. Making sure its driveable and...

Me and my friend got dressed up and went into Austin to eat dinner with her husband and then me and her went to Coyote Ugly bar down in downtown area. The road is covered with bars, tattoo parlors...

So today i had my reiki session.  It was interesting, like watching a movie in my mind with the different parts of the body she was positioned at.  It's my first so I have nothing to compare it to....

Well of course just like last time, I make a journal entry about douchbag and then wham he contacts.  Or tries to.  Within a 30 minutes span today he called me 11 times, texted me twice and of...

Hi guys.  Sorry I haven't been around.  In Texas visiting friends and just keeping busy.  Went out shopping all day yesterday and today was a lazy day, watching tv shows and talking.  I haven't...

Ok.  Ran back to my dad's place to take care of a few things in town, got my car's tires balances, oil change, ran some errands for my dad, called a few places over my grandma's passing, called and...

Yep, he did it.  It's been 3 months 6 days.  He sent me a text msg (he didn't have a cell phone before today) and this is what he says:Him--heyHim--are you thereMe I respond when I see it about 30...

Okay so I haven't been sleeping well lately.  I wake up 2-3 times a night from dreams of him or something to do with him and yesterday I woke up crying from a dream I don't even remember.  So I've...

Okay the funeral for my grandma was yesterday.  It was really nice grave side service.  There's a building that was build in 2000 or so for veterans but many use it, it's rock with open sides and a...

Since my last post I've gotten a lighter load.  The Ex Step Sister I don't have to worry about in regards to babysitting, she got released from the hospital but didn't want to come down to OK, fine...

1.  Grandma passed Saturday2.  Still dealing with internal battle with douchbag.3  Got a call about one of my brothers having to go to emergency room (needs stitches)4.  Got another call and may...

I have to go stay the night at a relative's house and I don't know if I will get a chance to get on here but will try to check my msgs if possible.  I have to find a specific nightgown for my...

So since learning of the passing of my grandma, one of the first things that really struck me was how I was with him for all his grandparents deaths.  They all passed within a 3 year period (all 4)...