been too busy...

Been away...try to keep up on journals but it's been tough.  I've been having to help my grandpa out more since my grandma's passing but we cut the internet off out there cause he doesn't use it.  Right now I'm in Kansas visiting family and trying to recharge.  After my trip to texas, having a friend stay with me for a week and then staying at my grandpa's it seems like I've worn myself out.  Mentally and physically.  The ExN is still trying to contact me even tho it's not as often.  I've heard from him about 4 times in the last 5 days.  Still annoying but still haven't replied.  Not giving in.  One of my friends has a cousin who serves in Afghanistan right now....his wife recently really screwed him over bad.  So being that he doesn't have many people to talk to me and him have been discussing different things.  It's been nice conversations.  Nothing too serious just our different takes on things and he's been pretty funny.  Has a lot of self doubts so we kind of lift each other up.  Been nice.  
Sorry I haven't been around as much.  I will try to catch up on some journals as I can.  I am suppose to be leaving to go to my aunts in a few days too... My babies come back this weekend so I am pretty excited about that.  Hope all is well with everyone..
 
 

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deleted_user
deleted_user

You know...sometimes being busy is the best thing for us! It\'s the downtime that affords us the most time to digest the past. I\'m sure your grandfather is happy that you have helped him recently. He must be going through a lot and it speaks so highly of you to step in and be with him. Stay strong and maintain NC...life only gets better when we keep looking forward!
hockeymom5592
hockeymom5592

Glad you checked in. You have been busy! Nice to have a convo with a \"normal\" man I bet! And good for you for not giving into the ex.. Big hugs