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The last week or so I keep having dreams about him and the past.  Things I "should" have done differently to make things work or making me doubt what I did.  I hate it.  I wake up feeling as if I...

There's so much information out there.  Between looking up information on Narcissism, Co-dependency, emotional/verbal abuse and some other personality disorders it seems like I can find too much...

One month of No Contact today.  Last time I talked to him he criticized me, belittled me and put me down.  He pretty much implied I was sleeping around on him the whole time I was there.  I was...

I had an alright weekend.  Didn't go anywhere special.  Ran a few errands on Saturday like getting a check-up on my daughter who ended up in poison ivy again.  She had to get a shot on Friday so...

I know we are all going to have good days and bad days but man it's been a really hectic day today.  I had 5 hours of yard work which is great to keep me busy but it doesn't keep my mind from...

I spent the weekend in Ks with family.  Stayed at my mom's, seen my two half brothers and half sister.  Spent one day up at my aunt's farm and got to see 3 of my uncles and hung out for a few...

I have one more week til my first evaluation at the local Domestic Violence group.  Was told I would have to have one or two one on one evaluations for them to decide what groups I would benefit...

I've taken it upon myself to make an appointment with a local group.  Made a few calls and was referred to a domestic violence place in town.  They made an appointment but it's 2 weeks away.  I...

Me and the kids went and spent Spring Break with him and his kids last week.  Had a blast really, took the kids on a few hiking trips, me and him hung out more than we had in a while, I had a yard...

Today here in Oklahoma it was rainy, cold and nasty outside.  I should have known not to go out but I did.  Went to a local casino, lost a few hundred which is fine no problem there.  Had a nice...

Well we went to Missouri and visited the boyfriend and his kids.  Started out really ugly as soon as we got there me and him were arguing about stuff, didn't help I had a huge headache for over an...

I went to Kansas last weekend to visit family.  My mom and my half brother's and sister live up there.  My kids were out of school on Monday so we had an extended weekend.  I love visiting as my...

I had a recent scare with my only full blooded brother.  I guess he had a Grand Mal Seizure a few days ago and didn't go to the hospital.  Apparently he's been having small seizures where they...

I have been finding all the recent boards very informative and even common to so many issues that has come up in my own relationship. I left my boyfriend over a year ago (literally moved away) to...

So I went to my mom's for the first few days of Christmas Vacation, had a nice visit with her, my aunt and one of my brothers.  On Christmas Eve I had to leave from her place in KS to make it to a...