anniversary..........

i am soooooo anxious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tomorrow and friday is my anniversary........it's soooooooo scary!!!!!!!!!!! my therapist and i are going to do a recovery thing today during my session.......not like a celebration, but kind of like i'm glad that i fought, that i'm alive and that i lived through it......just kind of remembering it and remembering that it was in the past and i'm healing.......i know that tomorrow is gonna be the hardest day for me b/c i have school and i can't miss it.....i'm afraid that i might have flashbacks.....i know how to handle them, i'm just worried that i'll miss a lot of class....**sigh**