My friend said anything worth fighting for is going to be hard but this is just stupid!!! I feel awfull i go to sleep wanting to cry coz the urges are just so bad i wake up feeling not a lot better and then spend most of the day tring not to cry and feeling like a wreck. Im going to burst into tears sooner or later on someone who hasnt got a clue whats up and then thing im a freak!!! Giving up is worse than just carrying on! and besides its not like its hot or anything easily be covered up and no1 will no. Part of me says that if i just harm a little bit all the urges will go and it will be all right and i can carry on again tomorrow but the other part of me says if i do it will be loads harder tomorrow to try and quit again. AHHHHHHHH