This last week has been one of the worst for me harming but i have decided to try and stop! I was away with friends over the weekend (one of them new about me harming) so i couldnt harm (although i did once!). Instead I went off and cried untill i could deal with being with people again and i thought 'this is getting stupid!' plus my arms were hurting more than they have done in a while so even though im really struggling and cant sleep most nights coz of teh urges im going to try and stop.