Ive just had the craziest week ever! Ive gone from a size 16-12 in a month!!! loving the fact that i can get into size 12 jeans but i still see the old Emma when i look in a mirror. I still want to loose 2stone.I had a lovely birthday with chocolate cake and lots of lovely gifts and cards. Cravings to cut that i need to sort out this evening.Mega tired! Binged all weekend and feel totally disgusting so now i need to get back to not eating so i can loose some more weight and look better. I really need help but i dont no what and totally not ready to say i have an eating disorder. Ive changed so much in the last couple of months its unbelievable - i seem a totally different person and i dont like it!