all my energy is being drained just staying awake. im so exhausted but i gota keep going.

I watched girl interupted last night - it was about a group of girls in a mental hospital in 1967 it was really good but sent shivers down me.

I want more laxatives but i still feel a bit sick!  i cant believe how tired i am. i feel like i could sleep forever! i slept most of sunday and went to bed early and slept quite well last night. i woke up a couple of times coz my stomach was hurting so badly but just rolled over and went back to sleep. exhaustion! i want to cut aswel but im gona refrain im too tired to bother besides i gotta go to work in a bit.

I feel so fat and gross i can feel the rolls of fat on my stomach getting bigger!