thats it im no longer conforming to what people say i should do or what they say is right. im not even alowd to talk to the young people anyone and if they talk to me im suppose to just find a way to walk away from them. I cant do anything right and when i try to put things right or prove myself i just end up making things worse. i dont deserve what i have im a horrible person that needs to be watched and kept away from nice people so i dont ruin them. im unworthy to be where i am even if its not that much. im a failure and a lost cause any bonds i had with anyone are slowly going to be untied people will be much better off without having to worry about me. im sorry.
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hi emma, im so sorry you are feeling this way. i really hope things improve for you. you are in my thoughts
hey emma, its been a long time since i was last on. i read your journal and had flashbacks to where i was a few months ago - fed up and ready to just let it all fall down around me, thinking that was best for the world and what i deserved. just wanted to touch base and let you know things have improved for me (slowly and little by little), and they will for you. even when it feels like there is no hope, just remember: this will pass.
one minute, one hour, one day at a time - this WILL pass. when shit gets bad, so bad that there seems to be no hope left - this will pass.
much love x