tough week
I finally have a day off, yippee!! the snow storm didn't amount to much, yeah and today we are having a heat wave, in the high 20s but back down to 9 tomorrow.
it was a really long week, thought it would never end. with work, the cold and feeling so isolated and alone. though I must say after natsha, I like but she is very bossy and knows it all. she took mary into the cooler and they had a long talk, I heard some yelling. after that she has been reasonable, at least saying good morning back. no more confrontations too. I couldn't take anymore, I don't like it and wouldn't take t much longer. barb has hired so many new people and one day there were 5 of them all on the same day and I got so claustrophobic back there. I don't know why so many, she probally figures half will either quit or she will fire them. it is very anxious for me with all that going on. some of the days, even my 6 hour days, esp. the last 2 just never seemed to end, and I haven't been exercising like I need to. I did go last night and I felt much better.
I finally talked to barb and I am starting the new job Tuesday, but there is a catch, I will still be in the deli from 6-10 then go over to salads 10- 2:30. I have lunch and a break, so not much time doing new job. I wasn't expecting to be in the deli for 4 hours, not at all. the girls who have been doing these salads come in at 8 and start, oh well at least I will be out form half the day.
I have felt a lot of stress, more bills from my knee came in and the quarterly water bill. I am very strapped and it is only going to get worse.
I am feeling kinda down and my anxiety over everything. I am leaving today with nala to go to colleens and I just got off the phone with her and we already started to get tense with each other. I have to stop at the store and get food, she has nothing, I asked her why, is everything ok and she said money is tight. most likely it is because jeff is out of town and she doesn't have to cook as she said she has money to pay me for the food. I do not want to stop ths morning, I asked if we could make a Walmart run later and absolutely not! she is not leaving the mountain the entire time. anxiety, stress, alone in the home without doing anything, yikes! I am definetly bringing my computer! she said they got 6 inches of snow, I hope the drive there will be okay.
just ughhhhh
it was a really long week, thought it would never end. with work, the cold and feeling so isolated and alone. though I must say after natsha, I like but she is very bossy and knows it all. she took mary into the cooler and they had a long talk, I heard some yelling. after that she has been reasonable, at least saying good morning back. no more confrontations too. I couldn't take anymore, I don't like it and wouldn't take t much longer. barb has hired so many new people and one day there were 5 of them all on the same day and I got so claustrophobic back there. I don't know why so many, she probally figures half will either quit or she will fire them. it is very anxious for me with all that going on. some of the days, even my 6 hour days, esp. the last 2 just never seemed to end, and I haven't been exercising like I need to. I did go last night and I felt much better.
I finally talked to barb and I am starting the new job Tuesday, but there is a catch, I will still be in the deli from 6-10 then go over to salads 10- 2:30. I have lunch and a break, so not much time doing new job. I wasn't expecting to be in the deli for 4 hours, not at all. the girls who have been doing these salads come in at 8 and start, oh well at least I will be out form half the day.
I have felt a lot of stress, more bills from my knee came in and the quarterly water bill. I am very strapped and it is only going to get worse.
I am feeling kinda down and my anxiety over everything. I am leaving today with nala to go to colleens and I just got off the phone with her and we already started to get tense with each other. I have to stop at the store and get food, she has nothing, I asked her why, is everything ok and she said money is tight. most likely it is because jeff is out of town and she doesn't have to cook as she said she has money to pay me for the food. I do not want to stop ths morning, I asked if we could make a Walmart run later and absolutely not! she is not leaving the mountain the entire time. anxiety, stress, alone in the home without doing anything, yikes! I am definetly bringing my computer! she said they got 6 inches of snow, I hope the drive there will be okay.
just ughhhhh
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Hope this week is better for you xx
*hugs* I hope that you and Colleen can get along. Maybe she is trying to manipulate you into eating if you chose what food to bring. Yay for the new part of your work... Sad that you have to spend a lot of time in the deli, but it\'s better than it used to be, *hugs*