rambling

I am in the mood again about david, I have been initiating small non confrontational texts so I don't appear always "needy " as I apparently am, he does reply back however I am done, I am sick of it, he hasn't called me since he asked he to do something for him and that must be about 2 months ago. I have even text laura twice. DONE! I am hurt and shouldn't be since it isn't anything new but I am still pissed about the wedding and lyn not being invited. I am not bringing that up till invites start going out. the whole thing causes me to get upset and stressed, I try and put him and it out of my mind but I want to hear from him.
work as usual is pising me off, angie is ticked off about how much running around she is doing, she isn't really and gets angry when done with her job and has to come back to subs. she has been offered another job at a grocery store she had worked at before making 4$ more an hour, but she is going to talk to the store manager and tell him if he wants her to stay she wants 2$ more an hour!!! unheard of and by god if she gets it I will stampede down there and raise hell.
on a happy note, a former co worker, zack came by on Saturday, he left 2 weeks ago to a really good job, he is such a nice young man. I was thrilled to see him and he looked so happy.
my mother is driving me to the edge as usual and the extra money I have spent is eating at me, and she brought that up last night about how I have spent the extra money, one was my phone and I said I have to have a phone, I had no choice and the other was the bike. this was brought up because I tld her I was hesitant about PT for my knee, it was said in a way that id I want to, because the co pay will be hundreds. still pissed me off.
gotta go and I will try hard to find and focus on the pstive, I just finished breakfast!

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Larissa238
Larissa238

*hugs* Great job on breakfast! I can\'t imagine the stress your mom puts you through... best wishes for tomorrow\'s visit. Call if you need to vent! I do have a health insurance interview from noon-1 but anytime other than that is okay.
ann54
ann54

good luck with the interview
good2go2001
good2go2001

I think adult kids can sometimes be more hurtful than younger kids.... I know that is the situation with mine. It makes me so mad when I don\'t hear from them in months or weeks.... do they not understand that we love them and want to be part of their lives? HugggzZz I understand how hard it is.
I don\'t blame you about work if someone gets a raise by threatening to leave I would be heated and be confronting the management about why you haven\'t been offered the same increase!
Sara59
Sara59

This is my text conversation with my son today.
Me: Good morning.
Him: Hey sup.
Me: Hey not much. How about you?
Him: Just hangin out before work.
Me: I remember doing that.
Him: Yep it\'s great.
Me: Well if you got steady work and you\'re makin money, it\'s great.
Him: Yeah
Me: Pretty soon time to get going on your way to fabulous riches.
Him: Uh ya
Me: Be ye generous to the poor. Ahem.
Him: If I were rich.
Me: Ha ha.
We have these profound in-depth conversations almost every day. He\'s my check-in person in case I drop dead sometime. Maybe he\'ll find me before the cats snack on what\'s left of me.Yesterday I asked him if chicken grease is good for these cell phones. He said, Sure. Ugh it\'s like pulling teeth.
kpsurfersfan
kpsurfersfan

Hang in there Ann! Kim x
ann54
ann54

im hangin in but it is hard. love the text conversation! I don\'t expect calls all the time but I feel a call now and again isn\'t asking for much, tired of initating, going to stop for awhile. if she gets the raise, I will be knocking down doors and also tell everyone, I cant believe it would happen. today will be a week that I lent 60$ to a co worker I thought I could trust andhave asked her time and again for the money and get one excuse after another or she avoids me, never erver again.
kpsurfersfan
kpsurfersfan

Sorry your co-worker has been so dishonest. A hard lesson to learn eh.
You are probably not the first person she/he has scammed. Horrible for you. Kim x
good2go2001
good2go2001

Im so sorry your co-worker did that! Ughhh I hate it when money gets in the way of things and causes ughly situations. I have had that happen before... happens to the best of us don\'t be hard on yourself for it happening cause you had no way to know this person was so dishonest. My way of thinking now about money and friends is .... I never loan money that I cant afford to be without forever.... so that equals about $5 these days LOL
Sara59 that text with your son is soooooo classic of my 20 somethings kids oh my goodness reading your text I couldn\'t help but think wowwww I have had almost same conversations with my son! hahahah HOW long does it take kids to develop normal conversation skills lol
ann54
ann54

thanks everyone, today is payday so I had better get the money or I forget about getting it but not forget about it. g2g it is classic that text and no I don\'t know when it will end, my boys are 27 and 30 and not much has changed. at least the 2 of us work different sections so I don\'t see her often.