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Status: I am trying to move forward. It does get better!
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As I review the time and changes since J. died (Dec. 16, 2010) I am more pleased than not. I have found that I have some great strengths to carry forward and some friends that are good through thick...
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I am feeling sorry for myself this evening. I usually try to focus on the positive but tonight for a moment I want to "go there." I feel sorry for myself because I am a widow.I feel sorry for myself...
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Oh dear, I was up and at a meeting this morning then went to lunch with some COUPLES. I got such a surge of emotions that I almost went mad.. I left with polite words and a smile but inside I felt...
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I am happy to be fairly happy today. I still mis my darling every minute, but I am more accepting that he is where he is supposed to be - in Heaven, wherever that is, and I am here. I am trying to...
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When I sit at my computer in the kitchen my husband designed, I look out the windows at trees he planted. I am surrounded by J's creativity and love. I feel he often helps me in things large and...
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What I like about today:I ate soup I made out of vegetables I grew.My retrievers' ears - soft and silky with just a little bit a burrs to prove they're retrievers.I have enough $ to help my...
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walked on Weds more than 1/2 hour.On Thurs. was lifting, cleaning, up and down ladders for four hours
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I feel sad and lonely this morning. I have been writing back and forth to family members. Because I am a stepmother (to 2 great people in their thirties) I sometimes feel I have to walk on eggshells....
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I have had an interesting weekend. I went to an air show north of here and paid a man to give me a helicopter ride. I used to fly light planes a little. I never got my license because, boing a...
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Well, here I am. I am sitting here thinking I am fortunate indeed to feel as good as I do after reading posts from newer members. My heart breaks for them. I want to jump into cyberspace and hold...
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I guess I am realizing more and more that my husband is happy and the only way I'm going to be happy is if I make the effort. I have an okay house, enough money, a small truck, dogs and cats, great...
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Well, I'm more than 7 months in and it is remarkable. I used to leave J. for a aweek or two at times to attend classes in another state or something like that and I hated being away from him. So it...
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I've decided to start and make a new year of doing new things! Yesterday I went down to another city to a Sacred Harp sing. This is fun and inspiring. The people are nice. The music is an older...
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I'm not sure why today was so tough, but it was. I felt beyond crying; more like I was going to throw up, it hurt so much. I went to meeting in town this morning that I had to chair. It was a good...
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Well, it's Saturday and despite my best planning I am sitting home but at least I have a computer and fellow DSers to joke with. I fell lonely, sad, underappreciated, confused, and also more...
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