edithbathgate
Status: I am trying to move forward. It does get better!
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The memorial service last Saturday went well. It made me really sad again for several days but it was good to hear other talk about my husband and what he meant to them. I had friends cater and play...
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I woke up at 6:00 today and decided to tune in the royal wedding. It was beautiful, but it brought back the loss I have had and I just haven't been able to shake the sadness today. I went in to town...
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I haven't written in a while. This is a nice, but cold, Sunday morning where I am and I had peanut butter pancakes with the dogs. I've kept fairly busy with housework and friends lately. Sometimes...
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This is supposed to be the first day of Spring Break for the schools around here. It doesn't matter so much to me since I quit my job. The school wasn't too happy but when I met my replacement I knew...
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I spent yesterday buying a truck I wanted and need for house maintenance, giving my Mercury to my stepdaughter and visiting with them They came up here with roses and a beautiful necklace for me. I...
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I went to counseling last night and my counselor is glad I am leaving my job at the end of next week. I am too. I am making a lot of mistakes and the facilitator of my grief group said I should get...
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I am indeed lucky and blessed in my friends. A couple we went to Australia and New Zealand with called me for dinner and a movie last night. It was my first venture out with a couple. What probably...
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Well today my boss actually spoke to me and told me they have found a replacement. It only happened after I gave them a date when I would leave. I will meet with her tomorrow. This is not how I...
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I generally get something out of the Ash Wednesday services at School but today I ran out crying because the leader was talking about sacrifice and instead of Christ I was thinking about how my...
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I just want to live a reasonably useful life until I can see J again. I am really confused and tired since I got home. I picked up trash along the road which gave me exercise and helped me feel good....
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I like Sunday morning! I am going to make it Pancakes for the Dogs morning. The dogs support me in this decision. I need to get more peanut butter. They love it on their cakes. I think Saturday night...
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I'm better today. I risked the sarcastic secretary's wrath and called in sick. I imagine they'll survive. I went to grief group last night and cried for two solid hours. I have two friends who go and...
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I just got home. I told my boss today that I will be leaving in April. They may hold me to my contract. I don't know what I'll do if they do. Like most teachers I work evenings and weekends....
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I was so angry at school today. I hurt so bad and I have done all my work in a timely manner since James died. I went in right in the day after he died and picked up my semester tests and graded them...
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It is Sunday morning. I may go to church. (It's next door.) My dogs are lobbying hard for a walk. We walk in the frozen cornfields back to look at a beaver dam and see what they are up to. I walk 2...
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