edithbathgate
Status: I am trying to move forward. It does get better!
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I haven't written in a while. This is a nice, but cold, Sunday morning where I am and I had peanut butter pancakes with the dogs. I've kept fairly busy with housework and friends lately. Sometimes...
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This is supposed to be the first day of Spring Break for the schools around here. It doesn't matter so much to me since I quit my job. The school wasn't too happy but when I met my replacement I knew...
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I spent yesterday buying a truck I wanted and need for house maintenance, giving my Mercury to my stepdaughter and visiting with them They came up here with roses and a beautiful necklace for me. I...
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I went to counseling last night and my counselor is glad I am leaving my job at the end of next week. I am too. I am making a lot of mistakes and the facilitator of my grief group said I should get...
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I am indeed lucky and blessed in my friends. A couple we went to Australia and New Zealand with called me for dinner and a movie last night. It was my first venture out with a couple. What probably...
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Well today my boss actually spoke to me and told me they have found a replacement. It only happened after I gave them a date when I would leave. I will meet with her tomorrow. This is not how I...
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I generally get something out of the Ash Wednesday services at School but today I ran out crying because the leader was talking about sacrifice and instead of Christ I was thinking about how my...
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I just want to live a reasonably useful life until I can see J again. I am really confused and tired since I got home. I picked up trash along the road which gave me exercise and helped me feel good....
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I like Sunday morning! I am going to make it Pancakes for the Dogs morning. The dogs support me in this decision. I need to get more peanut butter. They love it on their cakes. I think Saturday night...
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I'm better today. I risked the sarcastic secretary's wrath and called in sick. I imagine they'll survive. I went to grief group last night and cried for two solid hours. I have two friends who go and...
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I just got home. I told my boss today that I will be leaving in April. They may hold me to my contract. I don't know what I'll do if they do. Like most teachers I work evenings and weekends....
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I was so angry at school today. I hurt so bad and I have done all my work in a timely manner since James died. I went in right in the day after he died and picked up my semester tests and graded them...
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It is Sunday morning. I may go to church. (It's next door.) My dogs are lobbying hard for a walk. We walk in the frozen cornfields back to look at a beaver dam and see what they are up to. I walk 2...
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I have had a rough day. can't concentrate at work, came home to a pile of bill including some inscutable billing system from the telephone and internet provider. They send me paper copies of bills...
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This is my first entry here. My husband died in December 2010. I have been preety much stunned, seeking all the help I can get from grief groups, therapist, taking an antidepressent. It all helps but...
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