ReginaPhalange
Status: My heart still aches in sadness and secret tears still flow. What it meant to lose you, no one will ever know.
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I'm happy, excited and nervous.I'm meeting someone later that I've chatted to for a while. I'm not good around new people. I act really stupid and say really stupid things. I hope he understands.I...
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I'm sooooooooooo cold! I've just turned the heating up hight and put on a cardigan.So I've had a good weekend, I enjoyed my friends being here, we had fun and laughed lots. I had a few drinks and...
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Blah blah blah.That's how my life feels right now. I've had a pretty good week apart from a nightmare appointment with my psychiatrist who is hell bent on giving me a new diagnosis. It started back a...
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I've thought a lot tonight. Not about anything in particular, but lots of things. The past, the present, the future.I've been re-reading one of my favourite books. It's the most amazing story about a...
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I was rudely awoken at some random time this morning by one of the mums from my sons school. Sorry for calling so early she says. Well if you're sorry why did you do it? She didn't even want...
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Looking out of my windowI see trees and leavesLooking out of my windowI see the birds flying highLooking out of my window I see nature’s highs and lowsLooking out of my windowBut I don’t see...
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Just something to remind me really what an amazing friend I had and how much I miss him Why is life so cruel, to take you awayYou were so young, with so much to doYour son, your family, your...
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Yesterday I touched Mr Dave Grohl. My life is complete. Well not complete. Foo Fighters were one of the most amazing live acts I've seen in a while, something for everyone old and new.Tomorrow...
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I need someone to remind me to breath today. I was so hyper last night I just ended up sat up writing and trying to burn off energy. I went for a run on my treadmill which has made me ache today but...
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I feel slightly calmer now. I'm still really angry but now its for the things that have happened today.Why do people think because you have mental health problems you must talk about them whenever...
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Well I just wrote a huge entery and then clicked back and lost it all. My keyboard doesn't like me so for now I'm just gonna scream ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH
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I'm so sick of crying. I feel like I've not stopped crying the whole day. So I went to my gp, told him how I was feeling etc, which s really ard because I hate saying things out loud, I mean I'm...
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I survived. I spent the day at Blackpool with my son and his friend. I was dreading it, the people, the noise, the lights.I actually quite enjoyed myself, I had a good day and made 2 small boys very...
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I'm feeling pretty good today. I'm nervous about later, the thought of all those people really doesn't make me feel good. I'm hoping I can cope. Today I want to rant. I'm sick of people telling me...
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Uni sucks. I'm so busy with uni stuff right now that I don't have time to think. I can't decide if that's a good or bad thing right now. When I was in my bad place last week I didn't go, I decided I...
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