ReginaPhalange
Status: My heart still aches in sadness and secret tears still flow. What it meant to lose you, no one will ever know.
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today more wedding stuff came, I've bought all my favours too now. I was organising things with my bridesmaid last night, we're doing well so far. She gets married next year so we've found comparing...
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Without even realising it I have made it almost 2 weeks without cutting. I have been so busy I haven't even had chance to think about it, and I'm so proud of myself for making it this far.I haven't...
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I've never been a girlie girl. I've always leant over to the goth/punk/rock chick end. The only make up I understand is eyeliner and mascara, the only hair colours I like are black or bright pinks...
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I've just bought my wedding dress! I'm in shock and excitement! It's just under 4 months away and I didn't realise how soon things came around
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And I've made it!!!!! I've gone a whole week resisting the urge to cut. I'm so proud of myself. Now I'm going to try for 10 days before two weeks etc. Thanks to everyone that supported me, I'm...
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I'm really irritable tonight, I don't know why. I'm hot, then I'm cold, its one of those stuffy nights. I can't sit still, I tried to go to bed but I can't get comfortable. I'm in an enormous amount...
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Today I have two great updates. First today is my fifth day without cutting! I'm almost at my goal of a week and I'm really proud of myself:) Second is a massive achievment for me. I've been trying...
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Today is day 4 of my week without SI'ing. This is the fourth day since my stitches, the fourth day since the fight with my mum, the fourth day since a lot of things really.The urge to cut was so...
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Managed to get some sleep last night, it was really strange, I took my new tablets and within half an hour I actually wanted to sleep!! Maybe my body was just so used to the old ones it gave up, who...
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Thank you to everyone for all your support, hugs and messages, I'll try and get round to answering everyone but it may take me a wee bit of time. I got to my appointment early and had to stay in the...
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Well I've found a way to keep me occupied for a wee while. After mentioning our famous 'SuperLambBanana' a few times lately I thought it was time you all got the chance to meet him.So I've added a...
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So it's been 24 hours since I had my strange moment and decided it would be a good idea to cut my arms. I'm now armed (no pun intended) with butterfly stitches in my medical box, just in case and...
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I'm really mad at myself today. I gave in after yet another fight with my mum and ended up cutting. I tried to ignore it for a few hours, but eventually I knew I had to go and get it seen too. The...
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Finally today I got the decision on my disability!!! I've been waiting for the postman every day hoping that he would bring news. I didn't care whether it was good or bad news, I just needed to...
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Getting things out in the open for me has always been hard. Especially when it comes to my mother. She is very old school in her ways of thinking and is always too quick to judge people.I've spent...
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