I'm happy, excited and nervous.I'm meeting someone later that I've chatted to for a while. I'm not good around new people. I act really stupid and say really stupid things. I hope he understands.I really need to do something but I'm too hyper. Does that make sense? I'm so hyper I can't concentrate on one thing for longer than 5 minutes.I'm feeling quite good about myself for once, and my cuts on my arms aren't too bad. I'll just remember to wear sleeves.I'm really hungry too. I dont know what to eat. Do i want to cook or just make a sandwich? I wish I wasn't so indecisive sometimes