ReginaPhalange
Status: My heart still aches in sadness and secret tears still flow. What it meant to lose you, no one will ever know.
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Managed to get some sleep last night, it was really strange, I took my new tablets and within half an hour I actually wanted to sleep!! Maybe my body was just so used to the old ones it gave up, who...
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Thank you to everyone for all your support, hugs and messages, I'll try and get round to answering everyone but it may take me a wee bit of time. I got to my appointment early and had to stay in the...
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Well I've found a way to keep me occupied for a wee while. After mentioning our famous 'SuperLambBanana' a few times lately I thought it was time you all got the chance to meet him.So I've added a...
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So it's been 24 hours since I had my strange moment and decided it would be a good idea to cut my arms. I'm now armed (no pun intended) with butterfly stitches in my medical box, just in case and...
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I'm really mad at myself today. I gave in after yet another fight with my mum and ended up cutting. I tried to ignore it for a few hours, but eventually I knew I had to go and get it seen too. The...
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Finally today I got the decision on my disability!!! I've been waiting for the postman every day hoping that he would bring news. I didn't care whether it was good or bad news, I just needed to...
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Getting things out in the open for me has always been hard. Especially when it comes to my mother. She is very old school in her ways of thinking and is always too quick to judge people.I've spent...
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I couldn't sleep so I decided to write a little more of my book. All would be fine apart from I came to the point that I had to write about my baby girl and her death. Although I've come to terms...
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So I'm writing a book. I have no idea as to why, just really to get things off my chest and share some experiences with friends and family. My only problem is I'm so critical of myself I think it's...
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Physio went well. When I say well, it's not something miraculous and now I can walk, but hopefully it's helping. Yesterday they strapped up my foot and ankle to try and teach the muscles and nerves...
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This last week has been quite good for me. I've tried to get out more, see more friends and just be more active in general. After my assessment last week I decided I needed to do something. It went...
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I'm just so tired today. I managed an early-ish night last night and actually slept for 5 hours without waking up which is a start. I knew physio would tire me out but I didn't really do much...
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Finally after not being able to walk for 3 months today is the day of my physio. I'm excited on one hand yet nervous on the other. I know it's going to leave me exhausted for the rest of the day if...
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Well I've strated my book. So far I have a synopsis, a prologue and my first chapter.It wasn't until I sat down and started writing that I realised how many sad things had happened in my life. I...
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My friend convinced me to write a book. Something on my experience of bipolar. I don't necessarily want to get it published, but something to refer to. Something to catalogue the highs and lows....
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