ReginaPhalange
Status: My heart still aches in sadness and secret tears still flow. What it meant to lose you, no one will ever know.
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I couldn't sleep so I decided to write a little more of my book. All would be fine apart from I came to the point that I had to write about my baby girl and her death. Although I've come to terms...
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So I'm writing a book. I have no idea as to why, just really to get things off my chest and share some experiences with friends and family. My only problem is I'm so critical of myself I think it's...
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Physio went well. When I say well, it's not something miraculous and now I can walk, but hopefully it's helping. Yesterday they strapped up my foot and ankle to try and teach the muscles and nerves...
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This last week has been quite good for me. I've tried to get out more, see more friends and just be more active in general. After my assessment last week I decided I needed to do something. It went...
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I'm just so tired today. I managed an early-ish night last night and actually slept for 5 hours without waking up which is a start. I knew physio would tire me out but I didn't really do much...
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Finally after not being able to walk for 3 months today is the day of my physio. I'm excited on one hand yet nervous on the other. I know it's going to leave me exhausted for the rest of the day if...
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Well I've strated my book. So far I have a synopsis, a prologue and my first chapter.It wasn't until I sat down and started writing that I realised how many sad things had happened in my life. I...
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My friend convinced me to write a book. Something on my experience of bipolar. I don't necessarily want to get it published, but something to refer to. Something to catalogue the highs and lows....
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Finally some positive news. My physio appointment that I've waited months for is almost here! They called me earlier to set up an appointment for Tuesday, so I was pleased at that, then to make it...
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I'm feeling much better today. Yesterday I started off feeling crappy but by lunchtime all was looking up. First my friend that I went over to visit Sunday sent me a HUGE bouquet of flowers, just...
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A few months ago an old friend got in touch with me via another website. She's not just any old friend, she was my best friend for years, she's godmother to my son and shared a lot of things in my...
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Well today I feel slightly better. Hurray. I slept for the first time in days last night, I can feel myself starting to come down from my mini high. Now I'm just worried I'll end up at the other...
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OMFG SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP. If my neighbours don't stop shouting, playing music and slamming doors I'm not going to be responsible for my actions
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Meh. That totally sums up the rest of my day. So this morning I was full of beans and enjoying some time alone with my thoughts and genearlly feeling pretty good. Now I'm in pain. I ache from head to...
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Considering I've hardly slept the past few days and I was worried I was at the start of a wee manic episode I'm feeling good today. I woke up at 4am so managed to do all the things I needed to do...
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