ReginaPhalange
Status: My heart still aches in sadness and secret tears still flow. What it meant to lose you, no one will ever know.
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Well I didn't get to go for my medical yesterday, just as I was getting ready to leave they called and cancelled on me :(. Part of me is happy as I didn't have to go out but the other half just wants...
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Finally it's here after 6 long weeks my son finally goes back to school today *does happy dance* He starts in the Junior part of school which is year 3, I'm just as excited as he is. I was planning...
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So we've gone from the positive to the negative in just a few hours. I bet you're all thinking how erratic and beeperish (is that even a word) I'm being. Well I'm not really today is just a bad day...
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Two little breaths that’s all it took For me to love you, to want you To never let you down Two little breaths was all you took You were taken away from For someone else to love Two...
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So today is one year on since my grandfather died. i have very mixed feeling about his death. Part of me is sad for the man that was very ill and a loving caring man, a man that helped me with my...
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Today's the day! In just 3 hours I'll be on my way to sunny Brighton, at least I'm praying it's bloody sunny!I'm packed, I'm dressed, I have even done my make up. All I need to do now is make some...
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I'm quite exciteable today, I'm feeling really good and tomorrow I'm off to see dd!! When she came to stay here we had such good fun I just want to do it all over again.Yesterday at pdocs went well,...
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In a faraway land, I slept. I hate not sleeping, but what's worse is that I am actually getting too sleep I'm just waking up after 2 hours and being wide awake.My mind is starting to race, I wouldn't...
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1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? My dad2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Yesterday 3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? Depends sometimes yes sometimes no4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Ham5. DO...
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Yup today's the day. I have my appointment at 12 to see the senior consultant psychiatrist to discuss my options. I don't know if I'm going to be staying in or not. i've decided that if t hey offer...
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to everyone that left me comments, sent me hugs and messages, they were all appreciated and I will get round to answering everyone as soon as I feel better.I spent 7 hours at the hospital last night...
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I still feel bad today. I've pretty much cried for the past 13/14 hours now. CMHT have been out to see me and for once I was completley honest with them. I told him that I'd taken a few too many...
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I don't know what happened tonight but I just lost it. One minute I was looking for a number for the bank, th e next I was sobbing on the floor holding a knife in one hand and pills in the...
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A poem I wrote a few years back but helps me realise how far I have actually come. I just felt the need to share it. Crying into my pillow I cant scream too loud For he might hear me Beat me, hit...
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Finally about 36 hours after the first time she left DD is here!! We had a few mini disasters on the way (she ran out of petrol and had to be rescued by my other half) but she got here eventually....
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