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Hmm well today we had half day at school..I drove home in the rain. I had close cuddles with Vicky and she made me feel amazing. tonight is school prizegiving and I am getting an award for coming...

Im happy because I've lost 3kgs and I haven't even been on a diet..Maybe it's due to stress. I'm not going to eat when I'm hungry now..just when I get told to i.e at dinner.wheeee It feels great. I...

I am squeezing blood out of my finger.I feel like a mess and Vicky has gone. ((Nothing is going right.

Sorry I haven't written in here..I have been doing fine though and I think that is why I haven't written. Um I came to school today and met up with Vicky..and guess who got a kiss on the cheek!! me!!...

Well...........VICKY IS MY GIRLFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!! and I am her girlfriend :) We were both too shy/unsure to say anthing to each other for about like a year! woah...VICKY IS MY GIRLFRIEND!!!!!!!!!...

I'm going to be thin. Vicky has ignored me so far and nothing is ging right so at the moment.

I told her about a week ago and so far I havent had a response..she didn't even say hi to me in class..or look at me..I have really stuffed up. MY poor little car had to go in and get its clutch...

Mom and dad are fighting again. It's just easiest to go to bed when they do. I wish I had a different family sometimes.I told Vicky how I feel...I see her today..god Im scared and nervous. My poetry...

What Is Happening To Our World? I search to be truly inspired,For peaceful words to naturally flow.Instead I see the world on fast-forward,With people to see, places to go. Life guaranties to be...

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ok well I see her first class today..I WILL tell Vicky :) ...:( HELLLLP!

today is going to be a long day..I have my geography exam today..I dont want to go to it, but I know I have to. I feel as if Im on a complete go-slow..Lol..I got invited to our schools lgtb...

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um I feel lost. And like I wanna die..and not be alone. I had the chance to tell Vicky today..I whimped out. i feel like such a freak.

I remembered that I cut my stomach last night. it's sore this morning when I sit down..also about ten minutes ago some guy asked me out..I felt mean saying that I just wanted to be friends..and he...