mahalarose

today I got so frustrated with my english teacher. She sent me to the library with half the class to write an essay on the computer when we could easily have wrote it on paper then whenI was logged...

I'll do anything to not have to go to school tomorow. I know I have to go really but I don't want to. It's a waste of time. I got a birthday present from my sister today..I like it..it's a hoodie...

GYMNARICS TONGIHT!!! It's all I look forward to now. I'm so excited. I especially love driving home in the dark. Iunno what else to say except I'm happy at the moment but that will change when I get...

Okay something really weird has happened. I'm scared about it. What happened was I was spewing and then my eyes felt all scratchy..so I took my contact lenses out and looked in the mirror and there...

My body is fucked.. I continually fell on both ankles because they are both weak, my back was clicking when she was stretching me, my wrists when I was on the bars felt like they were gunna snap and...

lost 3kg and now gained 1kg back..now im 63. to be honest, I don't really care anymore. my self esteem has plumeted.

so tonight I have gymnastics..I'm so nervous because I haven't done gymnastics since I was 10..I'm still, if not more flexible as I was before and have more strength from canoe polo..The class I...

I had a great day today. Feels so easy to walk and move my feet. I feel weightless. Nothing great happened but nothing bad happened either. I didn't do anything out of the ordinary but for some...

The worst time is when I am sort of asleep and my brain is all -_- I know don't know what I think when I do it anymore. last ngiht I cut again and the night before that, the fact that I had an...

I cut again last night. I seem to want to do it when all my othershave healed completley then I my skin lets me make more marks. last night was only one cut..I thought so myself..I wonder what the...

I'm so angry with myself. I've got the morning off school because I told mom I feel blocked up. Anyway, I really need some help..What I done was had a shower and looked at my chest..I hate them. I...

..Ight I've been sick for ages..It's this scratched up throat without the coughing, but today the coughing started. I hate all this feeling, I feel so weak..not because im sick either..at least I...

Great. I have cellulitus in my thigh again. It's in the same place when my skirt pocket zip is and I think my keys digging into my cuts have made the cellulitus worse. It's throbbing and so sore to...

My Parents told me they are worried about me. I've had such a bad two days. I went to my old english teacher to check if she still had my exam papers and she asked "so how is english this year?" and...