13 hours of work in the next two days. I am so dizzy at school and I'm wobbling all over the place and my eyes feel so heavy in class. I am getting sick too. I havn't had time to go and see my grandad yet and he's been txting me asking about work. I feel really bad becaus ehe is all alone and Ive had no time to go see him. I am quickly realising that I am falling into a horrible routine of being semi aware of what is going on around me. And nowI really have to go to sleep.