Picture of You
Jeff,
I am just a week away from 5 months since you died. I have found that the tears don't come as often as they did. But I also find it very hard to look at picures of you and especially of us together. Like the one I have posted on this website of you. When I look at your face, and those eyes and that dimple I loved so much, my heart hurts. I hurt clear down to my soul. And I don't want to feel that pain, so I try not to look at the pictures. I still have your pictures all over the house. But the only time I catch myself looking at you is when I have to dust them.
You are a beautiful man. I was lucky to have had you in my life for the short 4 years we were together. I miss you so much, Jeff.
Love you baby.
Liz
I am just a week away from 5 months since you died. I have found that the tears don't come as often as they did. But I also find it very hard to look at picures of you and especially of us together. Like the one I have posted on this website of you. When I look at your face, and those eyes and that dimple I loved so much, my heart hurts. I hurt clear down to my soul. And I don't want to feel that pain, so I try not to look at the pictures. I still have your pictures all over the house. But the only time I catch myself looking at you is when I have to dust them.
You are a beautiful man. I was lucky to have had you in my life for the short 4 years we were together. I miss you so much, Jeff.
Love you baby.
Liz
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It is so hard sometimes to see those moments frozen in time when life was so good. I\'m at 21 months and I am now able to look at the happy faces and smile. Hang in there. Hugs, Kip.
Understand completely...am at the point of being OK. As long as I don\'t see a photo or have to deal with \'the estate of Michael....\" with legal battle. Find myself trying to hold onto or recall his touch and every inch of him I knew so well. Glad that you continue to move forward and were so blessed with a great guy. Hugs, D
Liz I know how you feel. It is so hard to look at their picture and realize we will never see them again. I am glad you are doing a bit better. I hope that things get easier for us with the passage of time. I know they will be always with us in our hearts, hugs Lu Ann