Larissa238

until I get to see my mom! I leave on Wednesday, and come back the following Wednesday. I have to make sure to bring extra pills with me in case I have to stay there longer. I may end up having to...

My legs have almost totally stopped shaking. The Cogentin is doing it's job. I don't wan to be on Cogentin forever, so I need to figure out which medication is causing the shaking. I think it's the...

I weighed myself today and I'm all the way down to 228.5 pounds! I started this journey this May at 252 pounds, and so I'm almost down 25 pounds now. I'm so glad! I've been eating when I'm hungry and...

Today I went to the ER to see a doctor, and she concluded I have akathesia and gave me some anti-Parkinson's drugs to help. I'm not sure I want to be on this Neurontin anymore, since I think that's...

My legs still are shaking, even after taking the Depakote for 2 days. That means I have to go to the E.R tomorrow to get checked out by a neurologist. I'm not looking forward to the trip, but I have...

I went to see the medical doctor today. I got lucky, since he called my psychiatrist and I didn't have to pay to see the psych. I just paid to see the M.D. It went well, I guess. They said it's...

My legs are still shaking as bad as yesterday. I have to go to the doctor tomorrow. I just have to see which doctor I need to see. I tried a nice hot bath today, and it worked for a while when I was...

The leg shaking has gotten a bit better today. I found out if I move my legs on my own, then they don't shake. So it's been a lot of playing footsie with myself. It's just down to my left leg now for...

I don't know if I can write a full journal for today, but I'm going to try. I didn't do anything today, just slept all day. I have been feeling the energy swings still, so the new medications haven't...

I'm out of the hospital now... I gained a ton of weight while I was in there... I don't know how much since I don't want to step on the scale until Saturday when I'm supposed to weigh myself. I know...

I'm going to my psych in a couple minutes and I was going to see what he thinks of me going inpatient. I'm just not in a good place right now. If I don't post tonight, you know where I am.

Today my back is feeling better. I don't know what it was that caused it to be so off yesterday. It's not fully healed and back to normal (I'm on a heating pad right now, actually), but it's so much...

Today my back hurts so bad! I had to take Vicodin twice today. I have some left over from when I herniated my disc last year. It feel like someone hit me in the middle of the back with a baseball...

Today was a break from the usual mood swinging, so I'm glad for that. I woke up on time, felt good, and went to work. Geo had an appointment with his doctor (psych) at the clinic I work at, so I left...

Therapy went well... We talked and she and I decided that I should think about going into the hospital if things don't get better soon. The mood and energy swings are getting bad, and the headaches...