Larissa238

Today we got a new couch and love-seat. It came at the price of $200 and 8 hours of sleep. I feel good, which is not good news, since I didn't get my sleep and it means I might be hypomanic. My head...

I still have the headache that's been lingering for a while. It's in the same place as yesterday, over my ears like a headband. It feels like my head is in a vice. I don't know what to do to get rid...

I've been battling this migraine off and on for a week or so now. It's hard, it comes and it goes. I take some Excedrin and it goes away for a bit but comes back. I've taken Immitrex too, but it...

I'm feeling a bit better. I'm still not out of the dark hole I was in before, but I'm seeing a bit of light. I slept okay last night, got my 10 hours, but didn't get good sleep so I'm still tired. I...

I'm sick and tired of these mood swings. I'm fine one minute and horrid the next. Last night I was so tempted to cut I can't even tell you how badly I wanted to do it. I was almost drooling over it....

Geo and I had a good talk today... he was saying I'm giving into my depression too much and just letting things hit me instead of fighting them. I'm feeling a bit better now, but still depressed. I...

I finally made it to volunteering today. I was there for 2.5 hours, which isn't too bad. I started to get a migraine and wasn't feeling well, so I left. I handed out fliers about an upcoming event...

Last night I got a good 8 hours of sleep, but it was weird. I woke up feeling good, went to the grocery store like I was supposed to and got stuff. I found out that Comcast billed me more than they...

Last night I didn't fall asleep until after 1am, and I was up by 6am. I took some pills, and then around 9 I fell back asleep until about 10:30. The rest of the time I was just lying in bed waiting...

It's pouring outside, so I'm going to try and beat the power going off for the night by doing my journal a bit early. It's not too much earlier than normal, but right now anything that throws me off...

I got my sleep last night, and I feel a lot better. I saw my psych today, and he increased my meds since I've been unstable and hallucinating. He increased my mood stabilizer and my antipsychotic, so...

Well, I made it to the orientation. I've been up since about 3:15am off and on, mostly awake. I'm exhausted but can't sleep. This isn't a good sign. After dinner I'm going to take some more klonopin...

I'm scared of tomorrow. I have to go to orientation, and I'm not sure if I can. I need to wake up at 7:30am, which I did this morning by accident, but I need to be able to be awake and stable all...

I'm back to being normal for me again. I did have an anxiety attack today, but I went for a walk and it calmed down. I don't think it was even major enough to be called an anxiety attack, I didn't...

I don't know if I'm mood swinging or if I'm back to normal. I don't know what to compare my energy level of today with of past mood swings because I don't remember. I did get some laundry done today...