finding something to occupy my empty life
Well, it's pretty obvious I won't be a mommy anytime soon. So, next month it's back to school time, and I'm considering volunteering for president Obama's campaign, although that seems like a pretty big commitment.
I already tried looking for work, and the job market here in Oregon is abysmal. I just need to keep reminding myself that despite my reproductive issues and depression I am actually a very lucky person. Considering where I came from to where I am now, I am beyond blessed. Everything will fall into place when it's meant to, for now I just need to keep my head up and keep hoping. Life cannot stay this painful forever.
Big hugs to the DS sisters who continue supporting yours truly. I know my journals are depressing at times, but today I'll keep it short. Luv ya
I already tried looking for work, and the job market here in Oregon is abysmal. I just need to keep reminding myself that despite my reproductive issues and depression I am actually a very lucky person. Considering where I came from to where I am now, I am beyond blessed. Everything will fall into place when it's meant to, for now I just need to keep my head up and keep hoping. Life cannot stay this painful forever.
Big hugs to the DS sisters who continue supporting yours truly. I know my journals are depressing at times, but today I'll keep it short. Luv ya
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Your strength to move forward and take control of your life is inspiring. There is no point in us feeling sorry for ourselves. We might as well do things to keep us busy and make our lives as productable as we can. I bet if we can do that, things will fall into place before we know it. ((Lots of Hugs))
HUGS!!we understand - i am trying to look for positive things to keep me going, but at the moment my thoguhts and journals are seriousl slit you wrist stuff. Please know that i am thinking of you all the time and holding you in my prayers everyday. HUGs Lilma