The 2nd new year without my baby

All I can say is, 
OUCH
I had no idea how much life could sting. It seems that with every step I take forward, I am conceding a piece of myself that used to be a part of Sophia. Every day I am walking away from her it still hurts 15 MONTHS LATER!!
I just wish...
Ugh!! No more fake wishes that will never come true. God help me!!