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- I kind of regret signing up with an on-line -dating sight, just lonely I guess. Seems more hassle then it's worth..Anyway getting responses but some want my email right away. Don't feel ok with that. Would it hurt anything other then them being...
- Today it's written on my calendar the Doctor appointmenet for Ray. We were told after his surgery it would be 3 months and then he'd be released to do what ever he felt capable of doing. Today is that 3 mo. appt. I never would have thought he would...
- It's spring and I need to take care of the farm. I also need to stay busy or I will go crazy so....I raise goats, about 75 does that are having babies. Well the local coyotes think it's now a buffet for them. Ray and I have a lot of firearms and I...
- Was flicking through channels last night and stopped on one, Woman thought her son had died and was trying to get control of her crying.She said to herself...."I'm not special, it was just my turn"Well it was my turn to have Ray leave me 9 weeks...
- We write about parts of our lives, sorrow we feel. But we never really know much about each other or their lost loves. So decided to post what I'm missing most from Ray being gone that at the time doing it was pesty. I'm miss drivng to the lake...
- Yes I am only a little over two months on this path of being a Widow instead of a Mrs. And yes my roller coaster life has made some changes. The first few weeks I think I was numb, cried all the time but my mind could only think disbelief of Ray not...
- Grief never ends...But it changes.It's a passage, not a place to stay.Grief is not a sign of weakness, nor a lack of faith...it is the price of LOVE.author unknown
- I know this is a bit off topic, but sometimes we need to go off course..I love dogs, have 3 larger house dogs. Outside I have a jack Russel terriorist who is my barn dog, keeps the unwanted critters out. I also have 2 Great Pyrene that stay with my...
- Today would be my husbands 6 week Doctor visit after having heart surgery. 6 weeks and he would have been able to drive and start some light excercises. Before his surgery we talked alot about what we'd do when he was better again., 6 weeks a lot of...
- I am 6 weeks a widow, I read most all of the posts and each of the "new" widow/widowers seem to go through the same feelings. My question is: and I know it is different for each person...but when does the thought of your loved one bring a smile to...
- Ray left in the will that our youngest son would get his personal items. Mostly because Pete lives next door and would be the one I would deal with and look to for help the most. Our other son Jasen lives in Chicago over 400 miles away.Jasen and his...
- Ok so we are now required to do things we never did before. Move outside our comfort zone..Last night about midnight the coyotes were out, guess they knew the weather was going to change and were looking for dinner. They were so loud and close to my...
- My son and his wife came down from Chicago early this morning..1:30am they arrived. They worked yesterday, Tuesday, it's an 8 hr drive, so braved the roads and forecasted bad weather to visit.I really wasn't excited about their visit. I'm into being...
- Mornings are the hardest for me, since last June Ray slept sitting up in the Living Room on the couch. He couldn't breath when he laid down. So I would get up sit with him for a while, ask what he wanted for breakfast and then would check my emails....
- Good day to stay inside and go through drawers.In so I found a pile of Birthday, Christmas, Just Because and Anniversary cards that I gave my husband over the years. Odd in my writings to him I always expressed thoughts of: though I may be moody...