Worseday

Dearest,
            I was thinking about you a lot today. There’s a big empty space in my life, it’s where you used to live. So many things are missing, so much information has been lost, so much joy is no more. Even when we were fussing and fighting it was a kind of happiness. Now there is nothing left but empty rooms filled with sadness. I went to fuss with the bank people about setting up an estate account for that investment fund, what a bunch of amateurs, I could have done it better myself. Well, yes I do have experience in banking IT but still.
            Okay, so you fixed the time on the Kit Kat clock, I’m impressed! Now cut it out! I went to reset the time and it was perfect, I could hear the Twilight Zone theme way off in the distance. If you want to help, leave me a clue about the sugar bowl, Crate & Barrel? You must have picked it up in the city, because I’ve checked everyplace around here.
            People are so nice sometimes, I was very frustrated with the WW website and I was venting about my troubles, online. Well, the next time I logged in I got attacked! You can’t stop journaling here! I was just going to journal on a more reliable site then copy and paste over so that I wouldn’t keep losing all my thoughts. Not that they’re so special. Wasn’t that nice of them? I thought I was just the resident nut!
            I don’t want to work anymore, that silly prima donna that thinks he’s my boss is really getting on my nerves. I can’t figure out if I can afford to retire yet though. I wish they’d lay me off, give me some time to think and organize, they’re not going to do that though.
            Guess what? More snow tonight! Only 4-6’ though. Even the weather guy said, “Boy!, you know it’s really winter when we say Only 4 to 6 inches” So, at least I’ll have something to do this weekend, isn’t that nice?
            I wish wishing could make it so.
Till the snow stops falling I am, Your Ken

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Ken,
I am on the sugar bowl hunt for you. I consider myself something a good sleuth so... well - we\'ll see.
Linda
ps. more snow here again. I\'ve about had it - the thought of more snow, an arctic blast and the darkness is sending me places I don\'t want to go in my heart.
janalM
janalM

Ken, so many people got upset about you not journaling, because you are so good at putting down what so many of us feel, but can\'t verbalize . Reading your journal entries hits home on so many levels. Your humor, your strength, your loving thoughts are so appreciated. We have 2 1/2 inches in the last 3 hours, so it should be in interesting morning tomorrow. Have a good week end and don\'t work to hard cleaning up this stuff.
deleted_user
deleted_user

Now that is \"journaling\"! See why people were complaining when you talked about leaving. Make DS fix the problem. We need you here!
deleted_user
deleted_user

Your surly not the resident nut, Ken. I thought that was my job! Sometimes I have to write on Word copy/paste because I end up hitting the wrong button and it goes back on me...Man do I get ticked off...~Christi