Bipolar Disorder Support Group
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Wish I could sleep all the time, sleep my life away, so I don't have to be in this pain. But when I do sleep I always have disturbing dreams so even that doesn't work.
Other people have lives, I have nothing but work. It's horrible. I know - why don't I go out and find things to do, primarily because of lack of money, and also because of having no one to do them with. I lead a very bleak life and with I could sleep it all away.
Other people have lives, I have nothing but work. It's horrible. I know - why don't I go out and find things to do, primarily because of lack of money, and also because of having no one to do them with. I lead a very bleak life and with I could sleep it all away.
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Good Thursday to you!I've been watching a really long trial on Youtube these last couple of nights and will finish tomorrowHopefully I'll be in the land of nod soon and I hope my peeps are having sweet dreams followed by a great daySending hugs...xo
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One day runs into the next I can't seem to keep them straightBut i do know it's Tuesday and I start to clean my landord's place again so it'll keep me going although I take breaks more often nowHe doesn't mind and I gwt it doneI hope that you have a good day and can get done what you need toBig hugz sent..Xo
It's a beautiful day today. I should be out like yesterday afternoon and maybe I will or maybe I won't do something about it...today.
As for sleep, it comes upon me when needed. Five, six hours at night and maybe, if in pain a couple few hours in the day. I really don't want to sleep what's left away of whatever time I have left.
Still, it's not a lot of fun sitting outside a street cafe in the shade alone. I feel most lonely when my humour fails me. Yet I know it get's better. Eventually.
No money to buy gardening flowers, so I can play in the yard.
I HATE window shopping, it just reminds me that I don't have money to buy anything extra .
I have my computer and watch lots of movies.
But oh yep, sleep !
My Pdoc says sleeping too much is almost a type of psychosis , a retreat from reality ****sigh***
Even with not having much money, I try to go daily to my coffee shop, for a little chatting and coffee, it's a way for me to feel like I belong to the human race
Many times they are quite colorful and fantastical.
Better than real life, I try to stay down in those dreams as long as I can.
Other times , my dreams aren't so fun, and the disturbing ones...yuck, that bad feeling lingers
I have church on Sun which saves me socially, Thank God for that, i dont believe everything they do, but its all good in the end.
I wish you the best
HUGS
dee
Things change, including us (((BIG HUG)))) You can get better, and eventually, you'll have something and someone to do! *Big Grin*... its just not now, and sleep - as I said, I've been there....
My life, always gets worse before it gets better! I mean, if it didn't get worse, I would never change. I remember thinking, it actually had to be easier to change, staying the same was unbearable....
I'm also in school and not doing very good right now because of this depression.
I live with my sister and nephew and her spouse and I've isolated myself to my bedroom most of the time now.
I'm sorry you are having such a bleak life right now. I pray it gets better for you.