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I made it home...but I'm too tired to feel anything.  Mom wore me out today.  Well, that and the combination of actually being awake since before 8am (I usually get up at noon).  I was mostly just...

So I'm stranded at my parents for another night.  *sigh*  Ah well...what can I do.  I rely on them for transportation.  Not feeling particularly good or bad...well kind of cuttish...but that's...

the only good thing so far about today...and i'm not even convinced it's a good thing because i'm in such a crappy mood, is that i woke up shortly after 12noon.  I think with the mood I'm in I...

Well, took my sleepiy meds and am waiting for the sleep monster to find me.  My roommate made it home safely...the storm has started.  But she brought in the mail!  LOL.  I got a package of...

My roommate comes home tonight.  She's on her way now.  At least that means I shall be able to check the mailbox soon.  I just know there's got to be stuff in there.  I was so dissapointed that...

i was cutting last night :( i fell asleep slightly earlier...around 7am or so...woke up a little after 3pm...still off schedule but beter then before.   i haven't even sat up yet...still in...

Well the good news is no hangover.  The bad news is I didn't wake up until after 6pm.  The good news is I got some of my stuff done before going to sleep, including taking my meds so I'm not that...

I think I stayed up past the sleeping point.  I can't seem to fall asleep...so I think since it's almost 7am I will soon get up and have breakfast and take my plaquenil.  That usually makes me...

It's jsut about 5am and I'm still awake.  Blame it on sleeping all day.  Been drinking a lot tonight...but no stupid pills mixed with it this time.  That is good.  I was talking on the phone with...

Saw my psychiatrist today.  Holy Hannah...that was the coldest walk of my life I think....it's freezing here today.  I was bundled up and still in pain when I got there from the cold.  Anyway...we...

just woke up...i'm getting ready for my appointment with my psychiatrist.  thats all. 

i messed up big time...i'm sure i'll be okay...but i dunno...i was drinking..and took another od...but i don't think it's too much...but i'm scared now...because what if it is... i dunno what to...

I screwed up a lot today.  Ended up falling asleep and woke up 10 minutes before I was suppose to be at chirpractor.  Had to call them and tell them I wouildn't be in...but then they said if I...

I never felt this bad about not being able to see my psychiatrist in a long time.  Years really.  I don't know what to do...I don't think I can wait until next week...but I have no choice.  I've...

Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo My psychiatrist is sick today and I need to talk to her.....I'm gonna lose it... This is bad...wtf am I suppose to do