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Hmmm...today is chiro day and then out to my parents for a night or two or three.  Not sure if I want to be there or not.  One night will be fine I'm sure but we'll see from there. I realized I've...

So I finally decided to put a photo of me on here and it's not distorted.  It's just almost 20 years ago that all.  LOL. I just realized I've been missing my Celexa doses.  I completely...

haha, aside from feeling like throwing up i'm doing really good at the moment.  It's 5am but still too much energy to sleep.  Just taking a break from cleaing my room...I don't know where to put...

I'm a little overly emotional at the moment.  I just saw the pictures my brother-in-law (not the one having surgery, but the new grandfather) posted on facebook of little Hannah.  OMGoodness the...

Good news!  She had her little girl sometime around 2:30pm.  I will wait until tomorrow to see her...give the new mommy a chance to rest after all that hard work.  The little one's name is...

I still have my headache from Thursday.  Getting so annoyed with it. One baby has been born...the one my sister babysits for had a little boy.  Still waiting for my step-niece to have hers...her...

TGISmirnoff night!  Woohoo!  The pain in my head is FINALLY just about gone.  I'll get my damn calories in me one way or the other.  Just haven't had an appetite the last few days...but I'll...

finally back home from my appt and errands...my head still hurts from yesterday...i think i undid all the progress the chiropractor was making, i can feel the pain in my neck and jaw and my neck has...

my appt in 30 min...don't wanna go but i guess i will... i got bruises on my face my mom and sister stopped by this morning after moms appointment...had to force a smile well better get dressed...

Woke up about 30 min ago...it's about 7am now.  Still got the headache but not nearly so bad.  I should try and have a shower this morning before my appt but we'll see.  My roommate isn't up yet...

took a tylenol and my loxapine and gonna try to call it a night at only 9:50pm.  I've got one of the worse headaches I've ever had in my life...probably from smashing it so many times with my...

things are really fucked right now....but at least my pyschiatrist called....she couldn't have had better timing.  I didn't think she was in today because her message said she wasn't but didn't clue...

i've screwing up everything....i can't fucken take this....im issed my appt...never heard the alram...or maybe it didn't go off....or soemthing i dont know....i had to cancel my other appt with my...

i did bad... 30+ times  on my stomach :(at least maybe now i'll be able to sleep... clued in to try taking an ativan as well...after the fact... 

Okay, this just isnm't working.  I CAN'T SLEEP!!!!  UGGHHHH!  Can you tell I"m annoyed.  It's just about 3am.  I give up.  So tired, can't sleep, can't get anything right.