DJfromColorado

Well I worked my third day today.  It is nice having a lot of people working with me and helping me do what I need to do, but I am just so mentaly exhausted.  I am just having a plain hard time...

I started my new job last week-YEAH!  I am estimating for a spray foam insulation company.  The bad side is that I am having to ride the bus 3.75-4.5 hours per day!  Plus I am broke!  Flat...

Well I got a call out on a job interview yesterday, and I have one today.  Will see how they turn out.  Will keep you all posted on how it goes.

I am still trying to settle myself down and quit trying to get instant potatoes out of seeds!  I have  a lot to do tomorrow, including finally getting up the courage to call on a new doc and get my...

Well another month has gone by, and a new year is here. I moved to San Antonio Texas on December 18th, 2007. I had high hopes of getting a job and having a life by now, but I haven’t done that. It...

Well I have not written in a while, mostly because I have not felt like it.  Things are progressing well.  The final phases of EMDR happen on Friday and I am really looking forward to it.  I am...

I want to write, I know I should.  I opened this up, but I don't feel like writing.

Well its happened, I knew I was going to crash from being on such a high/rush from finally being free from the yoke of stress at work, but I never expected it to be this bad.  My company sent me a...

I GOT FIRED!!  I went to IOP group this morning and the leader, whom I like very much, instead of staying work out the job – she told me to QUIT!  So I went back to the office and the tension was...

Well I know it has been a while.  You guys will never believe what happened Friday.  First, let me begin with the insomnia.  I saw my doctor, then the dreams became nightmares, then I saw the...

Well yesterday was a shit day.  I’ll post the letter I submitted to the US Equal Employment Opportunity Commission today, on a charge of harassment, it says it best.  “September 12th, 2007To...

I saw my doc on Thursday, and also got sick that afternoon, unrelated.  I don't know what I had, maybe stress.  He prescribed Ambien at 5 mg to help the sleep, and told me to go back to the 50 mg...

STOP THE PRESSES!!!  I actually woke up feeling...GRRRREAT, this morning.  First time in several months.I don't expect it to last, but I am glad for today.  I saw my therapist today and started...

I am really feeling down today.  My therapist had a good idea of having a session on Friday and then on Monday because the weekends are so hard.  I have felt like crying since I woke up the this...

I have made a decision to not see a new kasier doctor, mental health, until I get the insomnia under control.  It has bothered me since May.  I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!  I want to see if that may a root...