I am really feeling down today.  My therapist had a good idea of having a session on Friday and then on Monday because the weekends are so hard.  I have felt like crying since I woke up the this morning.  And not to scare anyone~I am feeling like giving up again.  I am waiting until I talk to my therapist tomorrow.  I only have two options, keep treading water or give up and drown.  I am so damn tired of all this.  Yet part of me wants to go on, and that is what I am clinging to.I have no idea how I am going to handle work.  I was supposed to have two client meetings, but I cannot handle it so I will cancel them first thing.  I need less stress, more healing.  I am so tired from all of it, I have not done anything this weekend, not a damn thing.  And I hate it. I know the sun will rise in the morning, and so must I.  I know I must face the world.  I just wanted to shout it out.  Has anyone else had waves of feelings like this?