DJfromColorado

I blew up this morning.  J doesn't like me calling early on Saturdays, but she knows I go to the library on Saturdays.  Anyway I gave her a list almost two weeks ago of over due items, I reminded...

Yesterday was one of those days………….I am beginning to have more and more trouble dealing with J.  She acts one way, says one thing, does something else and remembers a different version! ...

"You are now at a crossroads.  This is your opportunity to make the most important decision you will ever make.  Forget your past.  Who are you now?  Who have you decided you really are now? ...

Well Roy called me last night and I was too drugged up to really talk to him.  I even had to ask if we had said prayer yet.  So he called again this morning thinking he was alone in the house, he...

I am so damn mad at J.  First moving back in with my aunt I was having trouble with the younger boy listening to me.  He kept coming into my room and sitting on the bed.  Then he tried to get real...

I am so confused. I have done a lot of thinking. Is this happening because I have strayed from God? Let me explain and help myself understand this. When Roy and I were at Spring Retreat, the Holy...

Last night if I could get to a bridge i would have went for a flight.  Now this morning I seem a little hyper and all.  I moved back in with my aunt, who is the grandmother to the boys.  Aaron is...

Went to doc last night, as the nurse was checking me in she was taking vitals and asked if I had high blood pressure, I don't I actually have borderling low, then she started to have the machine take...

In a nut shell – the younger boy the day before camp said all I wanted his older brother for was sex.  And he ranted and raved as he always does when he’s off his ADHD meds.  Then I made the...

Well I told my two cousins, the parents, that I was seeing a doc monday for mood; no real comment.  The boy's mother is having anxiety issues, their was a death in the family.  I made the...

Just talked to oldest, they are about an hour away from San Antonio!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  He can't say much because...

A Colorado native taking care of two Texan teens  So many of my posts have only given a Swiss cheese glance into the story of how a single man from Colorado wound up taking care of two wonderful...

Roy, the oldest, is off to church camp.  He didn't really want to go but his mom forced him.  I told him to make it through tonight and try tomorrow, if he can't take it, I will go pick him up. ...

..........................................I hurt.  Pysch said Roy's issues are the home life.  Setting up appointments with therapists.  May be PTSD from abuse.  Could I have acted sooner and...

No diaganois on Roy yet.  Eval by Mental Health next week.  Problems in the home are worse.  Moved into a rental home a couple of weeks ago.  Life is progressing, okay, slowly, but okay.