Well its happened, I knew I was going to crash from being on such a high/rush from finally being free from the yoke of stress at work, but I never expected it to be this bad.  My company sent me a nasty little letter trying to blame for the earth’s rotation and claiming I quit.  So I replied correcting them, and telling them I have the conversation on tape and plenty of evidence to go to court and to please stop calling me names and telling clients misinformation.  (I have found out a week before they fired me they told clients that I was out due to health problems, yet I was there!)    They replied with a very nasty letter accusing me of worse crimes and even saying the police were investigating me and that neither the company nor its clients cared about me.  I called the police detective they mentioned and it is all bogus.  The whole letter.  I have talked to clients and they care very much about me, but hate the darn boss.  Then top all of this off with not being to get a job and you get where I am now.  Messed up.  I was crying yesterday after I took some time off to see a movie and take a break, which did not help.  I have felt suicidal again since Tuesday.  I don’t want to feel this way, but I don’t think I can ever feel normal again.