DJfromColorado

Last night if I could get to a bridge i would have went for a flight.  Now this morning I seem a little hyper and all.  I moved back in with my aunt, who is the grandmother to the boys.  Aaron is...

Went to doc last night, as the nurse was checking me in she was taking vitals and asked if I had high blood pressure, I don't I actually have borderling low, then she started to have the machine take...

In a nut shell – the younger boy the day before camp said all I wanted his older brother for was sex.  And he ranted and raved as he always does when he’s off his ADHD meds.  Then I made the...

Well I told my two cousins, the parents, that I was seeing a doc monday for mood; no real comment.  The boy's mother is having anxiety issues, their was a death in the family.  I made the...

Just talked to oldest, they are about an hour away from San Antonio!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  He can't say much because...

A Colorado native taking care of two Texan teens  So many of my posts have only given a Swiss cheese glance into the story of how a single man from Colorado wound up taking care of two wonderful...

Roy, the oldest, is off to church camp.  He didn't really want to go but his mom forced him.  I told him to make it through tonight and try tomorrow, if he can't take it, I will go pick him up. ...

..........................................I hurt.  Pysch said Roy's issues are the home life.  Setting up appointments with therapists.  May be PTSD from abuse.  Could I have acted sooner and...

No diaganois on Roy yet.  Eval by Mental Health next week.  Problems in the home are worse.  Moved into a rental home a couple of weeks ago.  Life is progressing, okay, slowly, but okay.

I am soooo tired mentally.  I haven't written in a while because this has take so much out of me.  Roy is now seeing things and it has me so worried, but his mother isn't doing anything and making...

I am having a crappy week!!Saturday took the two boys to see a movie, they insisted we see a second one.  During which the older one started spacing out, hey he's a teenager right?  On bus home he...

Tomorrow marks the 3rd year anniversary of losing a very close in a very traumatic way. It has been hitting me hard all day. I over slept, was two hours late to work, my cousin who I help take care...

I am .... (fill in the blank when I have the right word)! I moved to Texas for family, job and education. I applied for a job back in October, two months before I moved here. It is a great job, one I...

I work Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. Come Tuesday night, and all the other nights before my work day I dread, I MEAN I DREAD going to work. I don’t like it. I am trying to get something better,...

2-4-08For the first time in almost a year I feel normal.  It is like waking from a dream.  I cannot believe what has occured.  I know it must be my depression.  It is also making me feel the...