DJfromColorado

So it's 8 am and Roy woke up, his second comment, after good morning, "its cold out here".  Well no shit it is, you refuse to leave your bedroom door open or anything and one heater has to heat this...

So it's my birthday.  Its just like any day and this is getting me so pissed off.  I am expected to buy 90 percent of the food, cook 100 percent of the food and clean up 100 percent.  I thought I...

So tired.  Tried doing some fun stuff today.  But I just feel so wore out.  Maybe it's just me, maybe its depression.  I have a new patient appt with a PA thursday...might ask

I am starting to put myself first in my life.  I am so tired of chasing after relationships that don't want me.  Folks, I am moving on-get ready to be left behind!The only way I can communicate...

Found out there were more issues with my half brother-four days ago.  Everyone around me, and I was last to find out again.  I am really getting tired of this.  My aunt knew, my cousins knew, and...

I had been paying for two Netflix accounts, one for each cousin.  Well two months ago there was trouble at school and although the accounts were to close at the end of the month the mom made me...

So the date in Colorado went bad-thanks to my mother.  I am so tired of beig single but I don't know what to do or where to turn.

I wrote this friday, but had to email it to myself I think I figured out why I have so much trouble with this family.  People don't want anything to do with me, yet I long for the family...

I have tried so hard to get family.  I bought Roy a truck on the 4th with the understanding that I was going to be doing some stuff on it.  Jennifer pulled the offer, insited I drive it with no...

Roy got very upset at me over nothing yesterday.He wants, wants, wants and never gives.He has been silent on the phone today.Found out an old friend is in Texas on vacation.  Never said a word to...

Today was Roy's first day of Band Camp for the year.  I heard from him at lunch and then at eve prayer.  I seem to pour my heart and sould into this kid and get very positive back, but loads of...

been a good day. Drafting all morning, then movie, then got to send some baseballs skyward...all with a really good friend and cousin Roy

first Roy threw a tempertantum and even told me to F--- Off.  Then I find out that my half brother has been in legal trouble for several months, the kids have been pulled from the house and tomorrow...

bought a used tv today.  Also had Roy over and we finished building a cat pole together.  Been a good day.

Roy just called to tell me he is having computer issues.  It wasnt a good morning, or hey I have this problem or have  good day call, he just was pissed about his computer and that was the only...