DJfromColorado

I am soooo tired mentally.  I haven't written in a while because this has take so much out of me.  Roy is now seeing things and it has me so worried, but his mother isn't doing anything and making...

I am having a crappy week!!Saturday took the two boys to see a movie, they insisted we see a second one.  During which the older one started spacing out, hey he's a teenager right?  On bus home he...

Tomorrow marks the 3rd year anniversary of losing a very close in a very traumatic way. It has been hitting me hard all day. I over slept, was two hours late to work, my cousin who I help take care...

I am having a crappy week!!Saturday took the two boys to see a movie, they insisted we see a second one.  During which the older one started spacing out, hey he's a teenager right?  On bus home he...

Tomorrow marks the 3rd year anniversary of losing a very close in a very traumatic way. It has been hitting me hard all day. I over slept, was two hours late to work, my cousin who I help take care...

I am .... (fill in the blank when I have the right word)! I moved to Texas for family, job and education. I applied for a job back in October, two months before I moved here. It is a great job, one I...

I work Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. Come Tuesday night, and all the other nights before my work day I dread, I MEAN I DREAD going to work. I don’t like it. I am trying to get something better,...

2-4-08For the first time in almost a year I feel normal.  It is like waking from a dream.  I cannot believe what has occured.  I know it must be my depression.  It is also making me feel the...

I am tired of people walking over me.  My family here in Texas wont hardley talk to me, they do invite me to select things.  But for the most part they don't consider me family.  Over the last...

I wrote this friday, but had to email it to myself I think I figured out why I have so much trouble with this family.  People don't want anything to do with me, yet I long for the family...

I have tried so hard to get family.  I bought Roy a truck on the 4th with the understanding that I was going to be doing some stuff on it.  Jennifer pulled the offer, insited I drive it with no...

Roy got very upset at me over nothing yesterday.He wants, wants, wants and never gives.He has been silent on the phone today.Found out an old friend is in Texas on vacation.  Never said a word to...

Today was Roy's first day of Band Camp for the year.  I heard from him at lunch and then at eve prayer.  I seem to pour my heart and sould into this kid and get very positive back, but loads of...

been a good day. Drafting all morning, then movie, then got to send some baseballs skyward...all with a really good friend and cousin Roy

first Roy threw a tempertantum and even told me to F--- Off.  Then I find out that my half brother has been in legal trouble for several months, the kids have been pulled from the house and tomorrow...